General But Sincere Apology

September 17th, 2002 § 3

I have allowed myself to be so very har­ried lately, that I haven’t been read­ing or post­ing at all…not on my blog, nor on other people’s. I feel ter­ri­ble about this.

Mr. S. wrote about rea­sons for blog­ging a few days ago. I guess that I blog to prac­tice writ­ing, to talk to myself (in what I hope will end up being a ther­a­peu­tic way), and, now that my blog is occa­sion­ally read, to reach out to oth­ers, whether to enter­tain or oth­er­wise. I don’t think that I am any more or less hon­est or open on the blog.

I have been slack­ing lately. It wor­ries me a bit that I have become so non­com­mu­nica­tive. Worry wort that I am, I won­der if I am devel­op­ing Alzheimer’s or some­thing. No, prob­a­bly no more than I am devel­op­ing any other ail­ment. I am stress­ing of my own free will and it dis­tracts me and makes my head spin­ningly empty.

I know this, just as I know all the lit­tle things I do that are not good for me phys­i­cally, and yet I do them. Why is this? *sigh*

§ 3 Responses to “General But Sincere Apology”

  • theo says:

    Do not think that you are not read. Some­times I do not blog and do not com­ment. But I read.

  • syndromes says:

    Yah, what Theo said.

    I’m always read­ing whether I com­ment or not :) But if I have noth­ing to add, I gen­er­ally don’t com­ment. So, lately I don’t comment ;)

  • Moonpuddle says:

    You guys are sweet. I didn’t mean to sound like I was whin­ing about no one read­ing my blog. I was sim­ply admit­ting to being less than famous. :) I’ve been feel­ing guilty about not com­ment­ing on the blogs of oth­ers lately, esp. when the entries are so thought provoking. :)

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